Our legs begin to break
We've walked this path for far too long
My lungs, they start to ache
But still we carry on
I'm choking on my words
Like I got a noose around my neck
I can't believe it's come to this

Jeffrey-Kyle Gutierrez, you were a beautiful human being who had seen and endured far too much than a nineteen-year-old should have to. I've known you for two years and you have been an amazing friend throughout all of it. You were my best friend. I wish I hadn't taken so many things for granted. I wish I had taken more time out of my day to tell you how much you mean to me, how much you inspire me, how much I love you. I know sooner or later I will forget how your voice sounded when you said "I love you, baby. Take care of yourself, okay Sammy?" But I will never forget all the things you've done for me, all the things you've taught me. Always and forever, Kiki, I will love you. Best friends mean forever.

If only sorrow could build a staircase, or tears could show the way
I would climb my way to Heaven, and bring him back home again